Talks

Today, I found out something that I should not know.

Something that is troubling me quite a bit.
I needed to talk.
I went thru all the different people in my head and could not find the right person.
No one I can talk to about this issue at hand.

I wanted to cry but instead I laughed.
Because the best candidate that I could think of;
The right person I can talk to about this;
Is the only person I should not even think about needless to say contact.

I really do not know what else I can do.
Regarding this issue, person.

Where's the damn off button when I need it?

[Edit 5.28 pm]

I need to learn to be less inquisitive and manage some less clicking.
I really do not know how long this will last.
The crack is getting bigger.

This is for all the times you were the cause of tears and pain.
This is for all the times you were not there when I needed you.
This is for all the times you made me cry.
This is for the hugs, kisses and cuddles that meant nothing to you.