Questions

I spent the most part of today playing the disappearing act. Just because I do not want to be confronted with questions which I have to come up with neutral answers to. Sometimes, I do prefer for you to keep what you read in my blogs to yourself. Esp when my posts are vague. Its vague for a reason. Don't be ignorant, please.


I have questions. A lot of questions.

What is the point?
Why commit?
How do you show?
How do you know?
When do you know?

They say that you can give without loving but you cannot love without giving.

Someone remind me the point of wanting/having again?

I know that I may not have much money, if any at all but I really believe that being in relationships is not all about gifts and fancy dinners and chocolates and flowers. In fact, I don't fancy gifts at all. Esp from a person I'm in a relationship with. If its only through gifts that he is able to show me that he likes me, then he has a huge huge problem. Yes, I'll admit that receiving gifts are really nice. I am after all still a girl. Coming from the right person, a simple gift can make my whole day or maybe even week. I still find the ultimate satisfaction in spending my own money on something I really like rather than getting someone else to buy me what I like. Its just not the same. In fact, I don't mind paying for dates or even halving it. I am beginning to wonder if I am really that low-maintenance.


I don't know really. How do you know if its right? Is it just a feeling? Or something that has to be confirmed or said? Is the search of perfection really achievable?

What is it about this whole thing that everyone is secretly craving for? Is it for the glamor of saying that you are attached? Or the feeling of being wanted? Or maybe, its the feeling of having company every night?

When two different worlds collide; what do you get? A blood bath or a beautiful mixture of everything?

I personally didn't think that the hole would be this deep. Deep down, I know that its going to be ok.

It has to.