Can I?

Today, I don't feel like eating.
Neither do I feel like talking.
Oh, I don't even feel like leaving.

Today, I just want to go some place distant.
Some place where I can just disappear into deep slumber
Or rather, just disappear.

I don't feel like doing anything productive or useful.
Rather, this whole week.

It feels like a drag.
Waking up, dressing, eating.
Everything feels like a drag.
Shouldn't we be able to roam about naked?
But that will mean I cannot eat courtesy of the flabs.

Today is a day where coffee wont heal;
A good book wont do the trick.
Today is the day *you* will do.
But; as always..

Suddenly taken back to all those nights I wished you were there;
The stench of smoke and alcohol.
The one and only time you were there.

Class starts in another 23 minutes..
I wonder if I should attend..
Because I have not had anything to eat today;
The few times food doesn't have its appeal.

Does this mean I am depressed again?
Or can I just blame it on PMS?